Be ready to check out…
Life is such a scarce commodity and goes so fast that we forget to be prepared when we have to check out.
It seems we are only able to live one life…. You just have to walk in any cemetery to realize that everybody has a unique opportunity to perfect this particular moment we are given to live.
I have presented the birth of my two daughters and it is one of the most incredible moment I have been given to live.
It is a very particular moment when the new born open its eyes and take its first breath. When you have this first eye contact, skin contact. When you can see how suddenly there is life expressing right in front of you in your hands. When out of not much of a body a being start to grow and expand…
And starts the clock to click and times to run. Inexorably effortless times like sand flowing between your fingers. You can see it, you can feel it but you can hold it, stop it.
So my project is to live so fully that at the very end of my life I will be the healthiest I can be, sharp mind and comfortable. But I will prepare how I want to be assisted when the ineluctable decay of the physical body will signal that the check out times is close.
Being healthy will allow me to stay at home. Being healthy will allow me to not have to be heavily medicated. So it means I can have my room full of flowers, of sun, of music I like. I will have prepared in agreement with my doctor to agree on palliative care to manage the pain (if I would have to suffer it).